summers over?


the temps this past weekend really heralded fall
but
its 
new york city

summer loves to tease

higher temps and lots o'humidity 
are
back
 at least for another week

lost in the clouds


this whole week has been foggy drizzly totally bad hair but photographically lovely

lines


sometimes
 even with full hands
 purposefully striding along
 i will stop 
free up my hands
 pull out the phone
 take a photo

 this
 was 
a
 result 
of 
that

remembering ...




From the 104th Floor
by Leda Rodis (age 14 in 2001)

When the plane hit the building
rocked first
to the right
then
to the left,
and outside all the skyscrapers
of New York
seemed to tremble.

The alarms screamed louder
than we did, and I knew
it was time to get away. It's funny
what you notice:
a pen rolling across the floor
my screen saver flicker and go off
a picture of you
and me
at Coney Island.

So much to leave behind. And yet so little.

Running down the hall I remembered
my mother
taking me to the top
of the Empire
State Building when I was just
a little girl,
telling me that a plane
had crashed there a long
time ago. So I thought that maybe
that's
what happened. Just
an accident. And accidents
happen everyday.

Under the blown-out exit sign
a crowd
is screaming,
crying,
pounding
on the door.
I know:
There's

No
Way
Out.

You have to believe that I tried. I'm not the one
to give up.
Back at my desk, I rescue
the rolling pen,
stare
at the blank screen, and
hold
my picture
of you.
I look out
at the blue morning.
I expect
to see God there.
But what I really see is
another plane.
And I know what it means.
But I don't know why...

I always thought that life was full of choices.
It always has been.
What to wear
Where to eat
Who to love
(and you know who I chose).

Now my choices have been taken away from me.
The men in the planes have narrowed my choices
down
to
two:
Death by fire, or death by fall.

I see the smoke
rising
filling the room
It's hard to breathe

I look towards the open window.
What
would falling feel like?

I remember the roller coaster at Coney Island.

The wind tugging at my hair
How good it felt to scream.
The feeling in my stomach.

And how all the way down

I was with you.





When I originally posted this many asked who Leda Rodis was ...


ON SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, 14-year-old Leda Rodis was in her high school library in Vermont, researching a freshman English assignment, when the announcement came over the loudspeaker: airplanes had been flown into both towers of the World Trade Center in New York. Like people everywhere that day, Leda watched the unreal images on television as the mammoth structures burned, then collapsed, killing thousands. The image that stuck with Leda most was that of two very brave people jumping from the towers, holding hands. Rather than die in the fire the terrorists had created, they chose to jump. And they chose to do it together.


More than any other event in history, images from 9/11 are forever seared onto humanity’s collective consciousness. Every person has tried in some way to come to terms with that day. Leda decided to write a poem. “From the 104th Floor” flowed through her as if a voice had come up out of the rubble. Though it memorializes the events and feelings of that day, “From the 104th Floor” is in the end a love poem. An inspiration. Love is bigger than terror.


Leda’s mother shared the poem with a friend in Brooklyn, Serguei Bassine, a young filmmaker. The poem’s images dug so deeply into him that in the weeks following 9/11 he would stand up and recite it on his subway commute from Brooklyn into Manhattan. Each time he read he saw horror turn to grief and then to hope in the eyes of his rapt listeners. For a long time he wrestled with how to bring the poem’s images to film without violating the integrity of the poem, or the enormity of the experiences of the people who were lost. In the end he made a short film using black-and-white animation as a way of honoring both the writer’s vision and the courage of the people who perished.


Comments have been turned off ... thank you for visiting on this very solemn occasion.

today's a special day


september 6, 1937



 this baby boy arrived




he was a cute toddler



he was a hip guy



i married him



i learned
he is
a cut up
 a silly person



loves animals



loves
his computer
movies
music


loves
pizza



and
 the giants



wears t-shirts



cleans up nice



i love him
he's a lot of work
he's worth it



happy birthday my love

weekend lazy


finally
rain free
low humidity
sunshine
weekend

enjoy it

another heatwave is forecast

textures


on the way 
down the stairs
 into 
the subway
 this contrast
 of 
textures 
caught 
my
eye

across the tracks


i dont know 
why 
 it 
fascinates me

people 
getting
on/off
the
 uptown 
local

spotted

i have been dealing 
with
a lack 
of
outdoor time
 to 
capture images 
to share

on a recent short walk
i spotted this 

back to work


it was along weekend
most of it was spent
coughing
sneezing
wheezing
laryngitis

i had still have a cold

ugh

i have finally wised up
feel sick
stay home
i did

now as the crud ebbs
 its back to work 

happy anniversary


 that 
little girl and boy 
grew up 
met
fell in love
 and
got married
today
is
their 
40th
wedding 
anniversary 


i love you my honey even more than ever

drama


friday
 i waited to cross 79 street
clouds darkening
winds blowing 
skies darkening
i looked up
pigeons were 'homing'
gotcha!

what do you call a lot of sailboats?


well
 aside
 from calling them
 a perfect photo op
they're called
flotilla

not 
an armada

keeping nyc safe


every so often
 you'll see 
the nypd presence
as you enter the subway
just being there

other times
you might run into them
 in your train
in your car
riding
keeping 
an eye
 on things
 along the way

yesterday


the view from the 43rd floor of 1 wtc 
during the downpour 
yesterday

oy

a day at the beach



begins 
at 
penn station


its a nice ride 


just remember to watch that gap



darling priscilla was waiting for me
she was not happy when we left her at home


see the lighthouse?


here's a closer look


wait sec i'm going to get a better shot


ta da!
(photo of me taken by lilyhydrangea aka diana faria)


its in robert moses state park 
but
its the
fire island lighthouse
go figure


those gulls
 dont care 
what 
its called

they're only hoping
 you throw them some crusts