reflecting

spring grove cemetery and arboretum

what a week

thank you all for your well wishes 
while
 the surgery was more involved and longer
 it  is done
 i am healing
 i had great drugs
 have some more
 in case
 but
 i wont need them

 wasnt in the mood to be chatty
 i was cranky
 it might have been hard to tell
 since i am always cranky
 ask Toonman

 did you know
 its really difficult 
to chew on only one side of your mouth?

 that eating ice cream after mouth surgery
 is like a cold compress 
for the inside of  your mouth?

 i give you
 for free
 what it cost me
 a lot to learn

 thank goodness 
for
 dental coverage 
even tho Dr V is 'not in the plan'
 they'll reimburse me 
whatever
 it is
 will be 
found money, 
ya know

oh 
another 
poor me
go ahead
 say it
poor you

i cannot find the physical stock shares i own 
 why
 would this be an alert the press issue?
 because
 a stock i own
 sent me
 a registered letter
requesting
 i send them
 said 
stock certificates
it seems 
i have ignored their previous requests
 i had no idea
 what the legal claptrap
 said/meant
 so
 i asked the SILESQ
 who explained it 
and then told me
 what to do
 after that
 she told me
 to
 go
 find
 the
 certificates 
 send them in

 well 
i would 
if
 i could

this might be why 
i ignored
 their previous requests
 the lawyer part of SILESQ
 was 
boggled
 by this choice
 to ignore
 a legit request

 i dont believe
 i ever 
had
 those certificates 
i am a very organized person 
if i had them,
 i would know 
where they were

 i do not throw things out 
without looking at them 

i did not throw them out

 so
 where the flippin' flock are they?

i am going to have 
to 
'pay the $7 and get make up certificates'
 or 
whatever
 they're called

 BUT 
see
 its not
 just
 that
 stock 

i have other stock

yup
 i
 do 
not 
have
 those 
certificates 
either 
oy!